I've jumped on the bandwagon

With the movie being released this month, and all of the hype I've heard from friends, family and co-workers about this book, I am finally going to break down and read it. Ok, I've actually been dying to read it, but I have been SO busy with my last semester of school I haven't let myself read it. I know myself well enough to know that I will choose entertainment over education when I'm this burnt out from school! Hmm Did I just admit that?

While we are on the subject of exciting new things, I have to post that "Fashion Star" premiers tonight, "The Missing" premiers Thursday, and "Dancing with the Stars" premiers Monday, and "Awake" and "AI" have already premiered! Holy moly...It's gonna take an army to get me away from the couch during this season! Well, an army or a cute lil' toddler! Either way, my DVR is gonna be hoppin' for the next little while! Not good considering I have boards to study for...


Well, we are headed to Vegas Monday for our annual Anniversary trip. 5 years! Can you believe it!? That means we have been together for 9 years this year! Woo-eee! I've loved every minute of it, and fall more and more in love with my sexy husband every day! I'll soon post pics of our trip and all the other things we have been up to!

Jaiya- 14 months

It's been a while since I have posted any news about our little princess. So, even though 14 months is a random time, I've gotta share how smart and funny our little toddler is!
Jaiya is growing in every way... learning & exploring is a daily routine, and she is keeping mom and dad on their toes! It seems like I clean up one thing, and turn around only to find that I have a new mess to clean up. Our house is head to toe in toys, hot pads (random, but a fave), and books at ALL times. Only at 8 o'clock, after putting her to bed, can I finally clean and have an hour or so of a clutter-free house. Contrary to how it may seem, the house is much more enjoyable when it has been torn apart...;)
Our once, peaceful, quiet & drama free little girl, has now found those vocal cords. She knows if she belts out a screeching scream, we will come runnin'. It's at home when she wants a "cacka"(cracker), in the grocery store, at church or wherever she decides it's necessary. Church has to top the cake of the most embarrassing places, though. Dustin had to take her out this past Sunday, and he said he decided to read an article on the Internet about how to discipline a 1 year old. Come to find out, they don't know what the crap you are doing if you slap their hand, tell them no, or put them in time out. So, you're only option is to distract them. I had to laugh that he was so embarrassed that he thought he needed some outside help on parenting...hee hee.
But, I have to say, she is still the most loving little girl I have ever been around. She gives hugs and pats your back while saying, "Awwww." Then she gives kisses and says, "Mmmmm-aw." It melts my heart. I love it. She will love on anyone, and finds that every one is fun to talk to. It takes us longer in Wal Mart nowadays due to our social daughter.

Fun facts:
She is in a size 4 shoe. (actually a 3 but her chubby little feet don't fit very well.)
In 12-18 mo. clothes
Not sure on weight or height, but I will update after her March appointment.
Her hair is getting so long. It's so fun to do;)
She loves her baths, her sippy, her puppy Kez, her baby, cell phones, food, and rides in the car.
She LOVES to give Kez her puppy treat after she has went potty outside.
If Kezi barks, she says, "Uh-oh, Kez."
She is a Dancing Queen & adores music!
She will push any button she sees. It's so intriguing for her.
She goes to bed at 8 and wakes up at 7:30 or 8.
She cannot get enough of books. She would have you read to her all day long if you could.
She has 8 teeth, including 1 molar.
She loves to shop like her Mamma!
She pretty much runs now, she walks everywhere, and loves to be chased!
She loves to have her belly, head, arms and legs and face tickled.
She is on ONLY sippy cups, and has been since her 12 month doctor's appointment.
She eats whatever we do. No more baby food.
She plays in my nail polish container, and has dropped and broke a bottle of my pink polish all over the slate in our bathroom! ha ha
She plays in the water over the edge of the tub while I bath.

Jaiya speaks SO much now. She will repeat anything you say... but the most frequent are-
Mamma
Dada
Pappa
Na na
Hi
Hi guys!
boots
toes
Ba ba-(bottle)
Pissy-(sippy)
deat-(eat)
cheese
cacka-(cracker)
Dora
Bap-(bath)
nice
soft
Don't
No no
Kank ku-(thank you)
Cookie
Kez
Bye bye-(this little girl LOVES to go for rides just like her Mommy and Daddy!)
Pease-(please)
Butt-(if she sees one of my bra's she always says "butt" and it is HILARIOUS!
And, excuse the language but she has learned "Shit." Daddy accidentally said it when changing a poopy diaper...
I'm sure I'm forgetting some because as I said before she will repeat whatever you say, but those are a few...

Fewww...the older she gets the more I have to share!

Stop and smell the roses.

This post is dedicated solely to venting. You all should know by now, that this happens at LEAST every 6 months or so... I have had so much on my mind, and hopefully writing it down will help me clear my thoughts a little. And ADVICE is always NEEDED.

An {optimistic} person is what I once would have used to describe myself. But as of late, not so much. I feel like I am always down on myself, and pretty much ASKING for the worst with this horrible attitude. I've been trying to stop the negative thoughts, but it's like it has totally taken me over. I would say this mostly applies to school, and all that goes with it. If I take a test, I say I probably failed. If I apply for a program, I say I probably can't do it. If I have homework, I say I can't get it all done. Seriously. I'm nuts. Most likely this is insecurity. School has never came easy to me, and I would say it's the 1 place I lack total confidence in myself.Especially now that I have applied and been accepted in to the Ultrasound program through Weber. I am excited, but the 23% pass rate freaks me out just a little. Thank goodness for Dustin. As cliche as it is, he's my rock. He not only tells me I can do things, but he has reasons to back it up. Like, instances in the past where I may have done great on a test, and he brings it up to give me confidence on the current one. Truly, I probably would have assumed I wasn't good/smart enough for this field and given up if it weren't for him. Him, and Jaiya. I WANT to prove myself to me, to Dustin, but mostly to Jaiya. I know she doesn't understand now, but I want her to place school high on her priorities and reach for her dreams.

I have read books, watched shows, looked at the Internet, and so on for things that would help with my anxiety/stress/negativity. So, I now UNDERSTAND my weirdo mind, but need to get a grip on it. Yesterday, on Dr.Phil, (ha ha, laugh it up) Dr. Phil told a girl who was accusing a website of ruining her life, that her catastrophic words to herself was what was ruining her life, not the actual circumstance. He was basically saying that when you say catastrophic things about something, you will react catastrophically about it, and therefore, the instance does become a catastrophe. Wow, that hit like a ton of bricks. That's totally what I am doing. With boards coming up on a couple months, and being worried about finding a job, I have said some pretty catastrophic things to myself. Therefore, when something does happen, I go off the deep end. Blah blah blah, I know.

Does anyone else feel overwhelmed and in over their head sometimes? Or am I the only one? I guess going out of your comfort zone is scary, but...my new goal is to say positive things to myself instead of the worst things that I can possibly think of. If I look at the whole picture, I have done very well in the Radiology program. I have made the Honor's list (Dean's list), done great in my classes, learned a lot, LOVE my clinical site and everyone I work with, So...Matasha, chill out...life is not that hard...be positive, and take a minute to stop and smell the roses...

Sweet Baby Reegan.

DECEMEBER 29.
One of my very best friends, April, and her husband welcomed their first baby into the world last week. We are so happy for them, and we know they are going to be amazing parents. Jaiya had so much fun visiting baby Reegan, and in all honesty, it was the 1st time that I even have felt a tiny bit like I wanted another one...too bad school has to come first for another 2 years.

Congrats to my long time friend. I love you so much, and I am so excited for the years to come with our baby girls!

Birthday #25.

As always, thanks to my WONDERFUL family & friends, my birthday was once again, a wonderful day. I am so blessed to have people in my life that sincerely care about me. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have all of the support and love they have all given me, especially this past year.

Every year, my sweet mom and I go to Orem for some shopping & movie. I always look forward to it because we always seem to giggle the entire time, and shop til our poor feet just can't take anymore. (that's where the movie comes in) Our bodies enjoy the nice break of sitting in a movie theater after such a long day. This year we went to "New Year's Eve." Despite negative reviews from critics and from some people I have talked to, I personally enjoyed it. It was a cute chick flick.

The next day Dustin played in the annual Alumni basketball tournament. We always have so much fun catching up with those that are able to make it. I know it's something Dustin looks forward to. He lives, eats & breathes basketball...;) They play in teams of graduation years, and there are people ranging from high school to those who are now in their 50's. I love it. They all take it SO seriously and their competitiveness is as high as it was in their teens!!!

Jaiya was able to meet her cousin Beckahm. They were so cute together. Too bad Jaiya was getting sick. She was a little cranky those couple of days!;(

On my actual birthday, Dustin, Jaiya and I went to El Mexicano for lunch. We were sitting at our table eating, and I heard the "Happy Birthday" song coming my way...Mom & Krista showed up with this ADORABLE cake that Krista made me. She knows how I adore fondant, and could eat it til I'm sick, so she wanted to surprise me with my very own cake. Sweetest thing ever. She is so thoughtful. And notice there is a shoe on top...she knows me well!

I also got a picture of the Savior that I have been wanting for the longest time from my Mom and Jerry. I was so surprised and I am SO happy I finally have it!

That night, mom and Jer took us to South China to eat. I love that place. Best salads and sushi...Mmmm.

After dinner at South China, we went to see MI4. It was really good. I love action movies!!!

Thank you to everyone that took the time to wish me a Happy Birthday. I was so surprised that so many people remembered!

A warm welcome to 2012.

Wow. 2011 was FULL of great memories and unforgettable experiences. I cannot believe how quickly it came and went. I am excited & very nervous for what this new year has to offer, and I hope it's a a great year for all of you.

We celebrated the new year with friends eating at South China restaurant, and playing the funniest game ever before watching the ball drop & enjoying that NYE kiss! ;)

Abbie/Zak

Bree'l/Josh

Kyle/Jeanessa

Whit/Cari

Quelf. This is a great game full of hilarious things you have to DO & SAY! Loved it!

And, of course, our "New Year's kiss"....

Wishing you all a happy, safe, healthy & prosperous new year...

Diamond's...

Are a girls best friend!

When Dustin and I were picking out my wedding ring, I wasn't very fond of adding a band with it. Well, that didn't last long. About a year later, I changed my mind, and decided I DO want a band. Dust told me that maybe I could get one for our 5 year Anniversary. I agreed to that idea...

Well, in March it will be 5 years, and I got my gift a little early...(Christmas/5 year Anniversary!)

After taking a very dreaded test, and studying/stressing myself to near death, Dustin wanted to cheer me up...I came home from Salt Lake, and he told me he had a suprise for our Anniversary..."Our Anniversary? It's not til March! We haven't even had Christmas yet!" (Dustin is HORRIBLE with suprises;) After debating the rest of the day whether or not he should tell me, thinking he probably couldn't get my wedding ring to Shane Co. without me knowing so he could find a band himself, he decided to tell me. He went and got the laptop, pulled up Anniversary bands on Shaneco.com, covered my eyes, and when I opened them...

Boy was I suprised!

I honestly didn't even think he remembered that he had told me that nearly 4 years ago!

So, when we went up to visit Lily and Rolf at their condo (on the 23rd), we made a stop at the Shane Co. on the way, and I picked out a band! Not thinking I would get it that day, Dustin told them we would take it, and they had it ready the following Tuesday! (yesterday) I LOVE IT.

Thanks babe.

I truly am married to the best husband ever!
Xo.